I'm praying

I'm praying she'll be okay. I hope to god she'll be okay.
And you know why I'm only relying on google for this? Because for years, I've prayed to a higher power to give me the ability to make my loved ones better, to take away their pain and protect them, and you know what? Even the slightest chance of such an ability showing itself never arose. Merciful god? I think not. If there is a higher power, they don't care about us. And that's the cold hard truth.