Monday, July 15, 2013

Vomits stress on everything

Ugh, my stress levels are through the roof and I'm constantly nauseous. I have to go to work in little over an hour too, but thankfully I only work five hours today. And I have tomorrow off. I really want to do some photography work tomorrow, maybe stage another one of my self multi-models, but I'm not sure where, and what to theme it. I've had this idea running for a multiple fawn shoot, but doing the makeup for that would take forever, especially if I tried to vary it from character to character.
On top of all that fun stuff, trying to distract myself from the stress really isn't working. I'm terrified to the point of extreme anxiety over my traffic citation and the lack of appropriate postage it had. I'm hoping that it somehow made it's way to the court, and they've got it now, because it's due tomorrow, and if the post office is holding it and hasn't sent it back to me yet because of the lack of postage I am going to flip my shit if it's late because of that. I'm terrified the post office is still holding it and won't return it back to me until after the date is passed because then it will be a misdemeanor and I really don't want that.
I've been making myself sick over this traffic violation for days now, and I really just wish I had some peace of mind over it.

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