WHY!?

WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST FUCKING SAY YOU WANTED ME THERE? WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST SAY THE RIGHT THING FOR ONCE? NOW I'M GONNA KILL MYSELF AND YOU WON'T EVEN KNOW YOU COULD HAVE STOPPED IT. I HATE ALL OF YOU. EVERY. SINGLE. PERSON. WHY COULDN'T SOMEONE JUST HUMOR ME FOR ONCE? LET ME WHAT I WANT TO DO? IS IT SO FUCKING HARD? WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO AND BREAK ME AGAIN, AND AGAIN AND AGAIN? I'M A PERSON TOO. I HATE ALL OF YOU SO GODDAMN MUCH.