I'm a mixed jumble of emotions. I got a job today. Plus? Maybe. It does mean money, and keeping my car. Minus? It's a cashier job that keeps giving me shite hours.
I also got to see her today. I got to see her last night too, but she wasn't as lovey today as she was last night. Plus? I got to see her. Minus? It's giving me conflicting emotions.
Now I'm this confusing combination of still slightly happy with a little bit irked, and I'm really unused to it. It may be the most unusual combo of things I have ever felt at one time.
Okay, I guess my emotions settled a little more and now I'm more of a mildly disappointed and resigned feeling. Better. I don't enjoy having my emotions rollercoaster. I'd rather be mad at the world than happy, because happiness never lasts.
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