That's...that's all she thought I was. Bitter that she was dating Connie.
Did the last three years just not happen for her? Of course they didn't. She always saw things through her own lense, the one where no one else mattered and everything was about her.
I'm not even angry about this. I'm just tired. Tired and disappointed. She really did just play with me, view me as some kind of toy, and then in the end think of me as some scorned fuck boy. I don't think I've ever truly been a person with feelings to her, and if that just doesn't make me want to swallow a bottle full of pills I don't know what ever did.
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