Uninvited

No one fucking invites you to the party,
because why would they?
You're just another transient piece of trash,
that they're putting their fake smiles on for,
and dropping as soon as you turn away.

You're nothing to them,
and you never will be anything else,
because who are you kidding?
you know they wouldn't give a rats ass about you,
if you weren't there with money,
or food,
or entertainment,
or transportation.

You are NOTHING,
and they know it better than most.
You can't put on makeup to disguise
how you are on the inside,
and why would it matter?
You can't hide how fucking ugly you are,
not even if you put on a trash bag,
and stood in total darkness.

The only difference between you,
and gum on the bottom of someone's shoe,
is that at one point, someone liked that gum,
and no one's ever liked you.

So cry yourself to sleep,
or do whatever worthless things like you do,
and just remember,
when they say they want to hang out with you,
that they want to do something on some weekday,
want to involve you,
they're just lying through their teeth,
because all they want is your car,
or your money,
or your help,
not you,
BECAUSE WHO WOULD EVER WANT YOU?

11/15/15