I know it's been a really long time since I've had to post here but now I can't post anywhere else.
I moved into a dorm this semester, I'm living with a roommate that I'm not too fond of, I can't eat anything because I don't know how my meal plan works and I'm too anxious to ask questions because if I ask questions I'll have to beat myself to feel better again but I can't do that here while I'm at college. I just want to cry and tell my parents I want to go home but my roommate is always fucking here and I'm not going to be a weak ass little cunt who can't handle being around people. I just. I hate it. I have no friends at college, I'm being a pissy little bitch because I'm hungry, and I'm just so tired of all of this. I wasn't ready to go from community college to this. I hate this. I don't want to have to spend all my time and money on books for classes and I don't want to always have to fucking socialize with this kindergartener of a roommate, and I don't want to have to eat around people or worry about my fucking roommate always needing to talk to me about everything I fucking hate her. I wish I didn't have a roommate I wish I could just cry in peace and fucking pee in peace and eat without restrictions i'm so fucking tired of today i just want to go to bed but it is only seven
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