Conventions

I'm at this con on the basis that I'm just here for everyone else. It's not about if I'm enjoying the con or if I'm even happy or feeling well. I'm only here for everyone else to be having a good time.
It's barely the second day and I'm already tired and hungry and bored of this shit.
I just want to eat, but I'm going to starve myself today. It's as good a day as any. Can't cut myself? Might as well starve.