Why the fuck do I even bother caring about people when they don't care about themselves? I just make myself so mad. I'm so sick of this. I'm so sick of people. I shouldn't try trusting anyone. I wish I could just leave people be and focus on myself. But I can never do that. I gave up that decision a lot time ago when I decided I wanted to have friends and wanted to be special to people. Because people aren't gonna give a shit about me if I don't do everything for them or jump through hoops. And it's exhausting. I wish I could just do what I wanted and get what I wanted and do things for myself. But I guess this is inadvertently for myself. So I should stop complaining.
I just wish they'd fucking sleep.
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