What do you want now

I'm tired. Tired of all these people. Tired of being used over and over again just so people like me. I told everyone I wouldn't let them but here we are again. Used and abused all over again, without even the warmth or fun of feeling like it's worth anything. If I wanted this, I would have just stayed Sydney's friend.
I want it to stop, but I don't ever see that happening. I'm so tired all the time, and I can't keep any of this up, without burning myself out.