So much anger pent up

I'm so angry right now and I have no legitimate reason to be. I just got so pissed all of a sudden. Like every little thought I have about her just makes me so angry. Her mom sending me with her card to buy her fucking strawberries. Her being a pansy about going to tge doctor. Having to pack her god damn suitcase because she's always so lazy to do it herself on time. "Oh I'm so busy" or "I work all the time". Bullshit. You've had plenty of opportunities to pack. Shut the hell up. I packed for you in ten minutes. Spare me your excuses, you could have taken ten minutes out of your busy schedule of lying around or roleplaying or whatever else you waste your time doing.
God, I'm just making myself more and more pissed off, and I need to put on my happy face in just a few minutes. How did a stupid bitch like you get me so wrapped around your finger? I hate that I do so much for you. I hate that even when things are hard for you, they're not really hard at all. I wish I'd fallen in love with someone responsible, and who had a spine and wasn't such a lazy ass. But then, I never have been able to love myself.