Siiiiiick

I'm an annoying little shit stain and I fucking hate everything.

Lying irritates me

Especially when people lie about important things, like their emotions, or lie about things that manipulate other people's emotions.
Don't say you love me and miss me, you don't.
So I'm tired of hearing you say it. Just use me and abuse me, don't try and fool me that you've got any greater attachment to me other than the services I provide. I'm nothing more to you than a friend at best, and a poor sap you've conned into giving you everything at most.

Guilt Trip

I wonder if she ever feels guilty for the hundreds, if not thousands, of dollars people spend on her. Do other people feel guilty that they just have people showering them in nice things or doing things for them constantly? Or do the people who receive that kind of treatment not really feel any kind of guilt because they're used to it?
I mean, myself in particular, I feel guilty for even breathing, so I know I'm one end of the extremes. But seriously. I hope she does feel a little guilty. Because everyone goes out of their way to make her life easier, except for some of her family(which in itself is a wakeup call to her that in the real world no one wants ti wait on you hand and foot) and it's ridiculous. She never pays them back, she has never had a job in her life, and I chauffeur her everywhere. Or someone else offers. Like. What are you, a queen?
I don't think so.

Grow the fuck up

This isn't fucking high school, do your work. Just because you can be on the internet all class and goofing off and playing games and chatting on Facebook doesn't mean you should. Like grow up. I'm only doing that because I'm done and I know I can pay attention during class while drawing. But you're just completely not paying attention. And you wonder why she marks you poorly in this class. Not only do you not know how to actually do work or try, but she's bound to mark you down of you don't even pay attention and thus don't know anything for this class to even have basic knowledge to pass. So either fucking do your work and stop messing around and actually treat this class like you're paying hundreds of dollars for it, because you are. 

Constantly complaining

Everyone's always complaining about their problems. Me? I'm quietly blogging out mine while going on about my daily business of taking care of everyone and their fucking baggage. I'm not your doctor. I'm not your mom. I'm not even related to you but your family has me $40 feeding them on my dime. Over and over, you use me again and again and again. I used to get so mad about it but I gave up.
No one would even like me if I didn't do everything for them. That's all I'm good for.
But seriously, if I give you advice and you don't take it and then it bites you in the ass and you come crawling to me, I will not be tolerant or nice or kind. Because if you're stupid enough to use me and then ignore me, you're more than capable of being left behind.

Wouldn't it be fun

It would be so fun not to get up early to go to school to catch a bus with her that she doesn't even want to ride. Like if it's raining tomorrow, I'm not even going to go early for her. And she can fucking kiss seeing me catch an early bus on Tuesday goodbye just to be there to see her before class when she gets driven to school like that's fucking ridiculous I should never be doing that in the first place she waits an hour for me a week. I wait five, and I wake up hours too early for her, and waste so much of my time and money on her. The least she could do was ride the bus with me. Because if she doesn't, she can kiss my ass goodbye