Can't tell anyone, can't let anyone know, can't let on bad. Can't let them know was bad, can't let them know am not right. Gonna hurt self if bad already hurt self can't let on.
Don't wanna make people know don't wanna make people leave gotta be good gotta not scare away gotta be good and if not good get punished because deserve punishment always deserve punishment, shouldn't be allowed to breath waste of space useless pathetic creature deserve to be dead so sick on the inside should be drowned like a deformed puppy gotta be normal gotta try can't let them know can't let anyone know can't let anyone on gotta be normal but can't too sick too bad gotta hurt too bad can't fix gotta hurt until good again stupid flesh sack disobeying need to get it together can't keep doing this need to kill off or hide better can't keep doing this.
Wednesday, May 15, 2013
Friday, May 3, 2013
Bad mood bad mood bad mood
Minecraft server: Failure.
Pissed off at: Everyone.
Sick and tired of: Pretty much everyone.
Ready to: Ignore pretty much everyone and go to bed.
Going to: Actually go to bed.
I'm worried about my mother and Roger, but I hope she can handle him.
Pissed off at: Everyone.
Sick and tired of: Pretty much everyone.
Ready to: Ignore pretty much everyone and go to bed.
Going to: Actually go to bed.
I'm worried about my mother and Roger, but I hope she can handle him.
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
I deserve it
I deserve to feel like shit because I am shit, and I don't deserve to have friends. I'm so dirty and filthy and disgusting and I deserve to rot in some hole because all I'm doing is dragging everyone down with me and it's so goddamn selfish of me and I hate it.
I don't want her to go down state. I'm going to miss her so much, and I won't be able to talk to her as much, since she doesn't have her phone any more and I can't make sure she feels okay or check on her or do anything like that and I'm so worried about her and I don't want her to be so far away it hurts I can't stop crying she hasn't been far away before since her phone was gone and she hasn't been gone for so long and I didn't get to see her before she's gonna leave. I don't want her to go but it's so selfish and I'm such a pathetic little piece of shit and I hate myself for it I'm so sorry for existing but please don't leave me please.
I don't want her to go down state. I'm going to miss her so much, and I won't be able to talk to her as much, since she doesn't have her phone any more and I can't make sure she feels okay or check on her or do anything like that and I'm so worried about her and I don't want her to be so far away it hurts I can't stop crying she hasn't been far away before since her phone was gone and she hasn't been gone for so long and I didn't get to see her before she's gonna leave. I don't want her to go but it's so selfish and I'm such a pathetic little piece of shit and I hate myself for it I'm so sorry for existing but please don't leave me please.
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